Civilian

I found myself at war with myself.
Against my nature.
Against the forge, the forge and the warrior.
I found myself swimming in the ocean with my eyes closed and remembered my mother's womb.
Man's unique homeland.
Then I was lying in the desert begging death to come quickly, before they did, so I could find oblivion before I found consequence.
I ended up begging forgiveness from the sky and begging for mercy from the sea. Now I wish I had never been born.
And all this because I once chose to live.

Moral, social, humanitarian questions that receive an answer through the story of a soldier - from the perspective of a pawn and not a player. The circle of a person in constant interaction with the world around him.